Alright I'm commenting my own post. (awkward.) Anyhoo, for me, alcohol has become a must, not because I'm an alcoholic (I shot the clerk) but because it loosens the muscles. I remember being called "demure" my freshmen year in high school and obviously most (some) of my issues stemmed from that one word. The craziest crap finds its way into my head. I only say a fraction of it. When we loosen up with the chemical howdy-do of alcohol, we open ourselves to new adventures, we move in directions that we may not have without the liquid. Damn you Sister Adalbert or, thank you.